As for the help, you expect a divine intervention to destroy the doubt, and the divine intervention is possible, but it comes usually only when the being is ready.
At the Feet of The Mother
Dilip Kumar Roy
The increase of peace ... is very necessary because it is in the consciousness at peace that either the Power can work at ease or the Presence manifest itself.
That change of consciousness which was preparing in you because you were drawing back from the vital view of things — the vairāgya was only an outward and negative sign of that withdrawal.
What the Supramental will do the mind cannot foresee or lay down. The mind is Ignorance seeking for the Truth, the supramental by its very definition is Truth-Consciousness.
The solution is certainly the Divine Grace — it comes of itself intervening suddenly or with an increasing force when all is ready.
One can meet the Divine in speaking as well as in silence, in action as well as in physical solitude and quietude.
I know that the supramental descent is inevitable — I have faith in view of my experience that the time can be and should be now and not in a later age.
Even if all smashed; I would look beyond the smash to the new creation. As for what is happening in the world, it does not upset me because I knew all along that things would happen in that fashion.
It is not the personality, the character that is of the first importance in rebirth — it is the psychic being who stands behind the evolution of the nature and evolves with it.