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At the Feet of The Mother

Daily Offerings from Alokda

Songs of the Soul (2024 08 28)

O Glory of glories, Mother Supreme, let the sun bring to all Thy message of hope calling us to the glory of the future. Let the rosy radiance of the Dawn be a reminder that no darkness, however thick and long, can resist the advent of Thy Light forever. Let the new day come to reveal the truth that the Night seems to make us forget, that it is Truth that conquers and not falsehood. Let the morning rays touch this soil and quicken the aspiration of the earth to climb towards Thee. Let the morning winds sing hymns of gratitude for giving us one more day to draw us a little closer to Thee. Let it be so until the night and day both feed the glory of the New Creation and the fields of creation are all flooded with the greatness and glory of God.

Om Maa Maa Maa Maa Maa Maa Maa Maa

The Inner Empire

Man has buried himself under the superstructure of “civilization” that he has built by his very own body and brain. This mind has played with mud and unleashed out of it a power of matter whose potency has become a threat to himself. Or else, he lies encrusted under the arches of a toy-city, feeling himself safe and comfortable till some giant hand smashes it to the ground throws him under the rubbles and ruins of his own works. In spite of all his “perfection”, in spite of all his pride and the arrogance of his ignorance, death, disease, disaster continue to strike him at will, through one means or another, through one route or another. Nay, paradoxically enough, the very forces he has roused and chained for his service turn against him. He becomes, as if trapped, within the cocoon of his own perfection. Sitting inside his air-conditioned rooms, he sweats with unknown fears. His safe castles are haunted by unseen ghosts that hold him at ransom within his own house. His comfort zones have become his prison-houses. The fetters that bind him are those he has built with great care with his own hands. In a way man’s mind has built an empire that he cannot manage. Each new knowledge leaves the previous one a doubt and a guess. Each new discovery smashes the neat old world and its paradigm like a house of cards.

So where are we heading through all this? A “civilization” buried under its own weight or a humanity struggling to break free from its own inner limits? But the limits are within us and not outside. The heaping of more and more external superstructures in the name of development is like the caterpillar swelling in its size due to the cocoon he has built around itself. To heap more and more of it externally is to bury itself more and more. Yet this pressure, this constriction, this state of tension generated by a life growing increasingly mechanical is only making us aware, as if by a contrast, our inner smallness. Till something in us… breaks free… tearing the shelter of its cocoon and the neat boundaries of its dimensional world… it spreads beautiful wings and courts with the boundless and sports with the timeless.

But for this he has to discover other locked energies than what his limited matter bound mind can conquer. Not only the material energies but also the energies of life and the powers of mind that man has just begun to discover, cannot eventually set him free. The wings of life and the power of thought can no doubt carry him beyond what the steeds and engines of material energy can even dream of, yet these are not enough. For there lies, sleeping inside the very bodily house of man, an infinite source of energy, an illimitable potency of will and action, a power and force that only his soul can arouse and command. It is to this that man must turn his gaze, now, to this inner empire of which he is presently hardly even aware and yet it is this which determines in the end how much he will actually possess and enjoy his outer empire. Swaraj before Samrajya (conquest over the world outside) is the word given by the wise ones. The inner conquest must proceed the outer. Man must first find and know and master himself before he can find, master and enjoy the world in a lasting and true way.

Alok Pandey

Why the creator allows so much suffering?

Q:
Why nature does not help soul in order to bring heaven to this earth, or to end all the difficulties? And why the creator from the very beginning made this universe like this, with all the species of this earth suffering? If we got a chance to contact the creator…

ALOKDA:
Suffering is an undeniable fact of our earthly life. So too evil very much exists. The question is about its cause and cure, if any. Here we have a number of theories, each valid in its own realm but none touches the root of the problem.

According to the Scientists suffering and evil are all due to the nature of things. It means that this is how Nature works, – material and psychological nature, and there is no deeper reason to it. We have to discover the grooves of nature, unravel her processes and find ways to correct them with medication or other methods and processes. The results are rather quick but often temporary and there is no permanent remedy to abolish the possibility of suffering. The human body and mind continue to be vulnerable to the possibility of suffering and propensity to evil. At best one can somewhat contain it by imposing and promoting a rational way of life and social order. Here we have these two factors operating, first is the vulnerability due to our heredity, constitution and the body’s mechanism. Secondly, we have our own role by not living according to the rules of nature and not following a rational, moral way of life. Not that this will eliminate the possibility but perhaps reduce it.

According to Religious thought the law of suffering and the propensity to evil are because man deviates from the Laws given by God or according to the tenets of a given Religion. There is also the law of karma where our own deeds bear results in the future. Allied to Religion is the occult understanding of life wherein man is moved and influenced by cosmic forces that open doors to suffering or compel his heart to err by luring him to evil. By propitiating these forces we can find temporary or permanent relief. But the vulnerability remains and one remains subject to these cosmic forces and the harsh law of karma. Here again the problem goes back to man who alone is responsible for his suffering.

Spiritual philosophy goes one step deeper as it tries to discover the roots of suffering and evil in the human consciousness. According to the traditional spiritual understanding suffering and evil are due to Ignorance and ego that make us chase desires that invariably results in suffering one way or the other. If the desire is not fulfilled it results in frustration. If fulfilled it gives temporary happiness but because of the attachment that follows and the transient nature of everything suffering invariably follows sooner or later. Desire deviates our conduct and in trying to forcibly snatch something there is the emergence of evil. The remedy is to get rid of ignorance and desire, to free ourselves from the ego and dwell in the peace of Nirvana. The solution is permanent though not as easy as it seems to be. Besides while it can eliminate individual psychological suffering and propensity to evil, it cannot eliminate physical suffering (though one can rise above it) and since it cannot change others, life upon earth will always remain vulnerable to suffering and evil though the individual can at least eventually find the permanent exit door to the state in which suffering does not touch anymore. The reason for ignorance is presumably the mysterious Maya whose origin and purpose remains itself unknown.

As you can none of these are satisfactory and do not address the problem comprehensively. Most importantly the origin of the law of suffering and evil propensities remains unexplained. So what does Sri Aurobindo and the Mother say? We can summarise it as follows.

As long as the human body remains what it is, the vulnerability to suffering will remain. Whether child or adult the body driven by seeds of heredity, the heart vulnerable to dark forces, the mind veiled by ego and ignorance and the life driven by desires and open to fear the spell of suffering and evil will always remain. Individual can liberate himself but earthly life will always be subject to this dark law. All these things are accepted by Sri Aurobindo and the Mother as operating processes that bring suffering and open the doors to evil. However, he takes up the unanswered questions of the origin of Ignorance and ego and desire itself. Instead of blaming man he takes the burden and the final responsibility back to God.

The origin of ignorance lies in the origin of Creation itself but unlike the traditional explanation of the mysterious Maya suddenly superimposing herself on the Divine or Brahman, Maya is the power of the Divine Himself and her work is to create many divine individuals out of the One Infinite Divine. The creation of Many requires the veiling of the sense of totality and the All. The infinite Consciousness becomes limited leading to ignorance and desire and ego and suffering and evil. This however is done with the purpose of each of these seemingly separate individualities to recover the Whole divinity without losing its individuality. It is like the tree limits itself in a seed thereby losing its features of the tree. But it is only so that the seed growing into the tree multiplies the One original tree into many trees. Ignorance therefore is a temporary necessity, suffering and evil incidents that act only as a spur to hasten the seed’s growth into a tree. But even in this limited state of utter ignorance there is an unseen spur that compels us (as the seed is compelled) to unfold our divine possibility. This divine compulsion uses everything including the worst defeat and failure and fall to jump across Time. It uses suffering and evil and death and all else to hasten the goal of divinising matter and furthering our spiritual evolution. It is this Divine Intent working in creation in and through everything that alone can justify the the long or short interlude of pain.

Now to come back to the analogy of the tiger and the deer, the tiger prowls upon the deer so that the deer grows in swiftness and vigilance. Nature assists by multiplying the deer while the tiger becomes a dwindling species. One may say that what about those deer who are already sacrificed in the belly of the tiger? It is here that the real purpose of the immortal soul comes into play. Forms are destroyed, our outer being and personality suffers but the inner being and the soul grows in power and wisdom and strength through all this. One may say that well we do not know about the soul since we have not seen it. We see only what is happening on the surfaces of life. But can we ever understand life by looking at the surfaces alone? Don’t these events that make us suffer also raise questions about life and push us out of our comfort zones? These are golden moments when detaching ourselves from the flow we step back and try to find the soul, the meaning and purpose of our existence, the true value of our life. If we can do this then we may well feel grateful for the ordeals since they change us for good. Then we also understand the deep utility of suffering that only helps to hasten our progress. But unfortunately, most of us lose the moment and waste the opportunity.

We may ask could there have been a better painless process. Well then there would be no process, no evolution but beings fixed in certain happy moulds from beginning to end like the gods. It would be like artificial ready-made tree replicas that may look even better than the original but there will be no challenge, no difficulty to conquer, no new possibility to realise. Such a world with its limited joy and perfection within boundaries may be liked by the ego and desire self in us but the soul of man will find it insipid and prefer to be driven out of such heaven and build something beautiful out of base material. Our souls have chosen this and not some arbitrary God has pushed us forcibly into it. And the Divine too enters into the play with us, takes our wounds upon Himself, bleeds upon the cross, steers us through the Mahabharata, faces the danger and leads us through it all to the predestined Victory. When we see this way things become clearer.

Songs of the Soul (2024 08 27)

Sweet Mother, Mother Divine

May our life be suffused with the glow of Thy Love. Give us that Love, that pure and disinterested Love that gives itself to creation because it is You who dwell in it. It gives to You in each creature and receives all from You alone regardless of the immediate and the intermediary instrument. Thus all becomes a constant play of Thy Love linking all forms and all existence in a sweet and happy harmony.

+May all breathe Thy Love, may all our thoughts be illumined by Thy Love, may all our feelings become a radiant stream of Thy Love flowing to Thee through each and every creature, may our will and actions be a luminous expression of Thy Love and, may all our life be a song of Thy Love, a hymn of Love offered to Thee in adoration, worship and complete self-giving.

May all open to Thy Love. May all be blessed by Thy Love.

Healing System and Faith

The first things needed is that we do not yet know everything about anything. Rationally speaking, it is absurd to ‘believe’ that man is simply a lump of clay or a bundle of neurons ticking away to glory or a clock set in the heart to tick us slowly towards inevitable death. I refuse to believe that man is just a bunch of chemicals or animalcules. This too is a kind of faith that many ‘scientists’ unwittingly have and I find it worse than a blind faith in totems and taboos that at least admit of something more than the two-legged worm called man. For what else would we be if we are nothing more than a bag of chemicals and physiology? Both Science and Reason demand of us a humility that we do not know and may never know all the mysteries of existence. This keeps us open to new vistas and horizons of discovery. One may say that but Science is after all making new discoveries. Well, yes on the face of it. But a closer look we shall see that unable to shed its obsession with chemistry and biology and physics it is simply running the bullock of effort in the same groves of matter around the same physical tracks despite increasing evidence that the mind (forget about higher consciousness for a moment), our thoughts and feelings and faith and will all have an impact upon our physical health. Can you tell me why research does not go in these directions as much as it should? Simply because this would mean empowering the people, of giving health in their hands which would mean closing down many pharma industries which are big business now (among the top ten in the world). are these people saintly and doing all their research with a selfless motive for the sole purpose of the good of humanity in their heart? One has to be too naïve to believe it.  So much for our beliefs and non-beliefs.

Coming back to the healing process, let us admit that it is a complex affair and to reduce it to one simple cause is not doing justice to science or reason. at any given point there are many factors involved including physical such as heredity and constitutional vulnerability of specific organs, exercise and lifestyle, food habits, sleep and rest balance, etc. Then there are vital factors such as the will to live, the joy of life, the strong instinct to survive or simply a tremendous vitality with which some are born. Besides these, there are a host of several other mental, occult and spiritual factors. All these different factors form a hierarchy of determinism. It is by bringing in a higher determinism that one can alter the usual course of the lower plane. Practically, this means that a strong mental or vital will can change the course of an illness, make it milder or less complicated than it may have turned out. Since spiritual consciousness is still higher its intervention can seem almost miraculous. But the highest of all is Grace that can completely change fixed destiny.

However, the cosmic play involves the creation as well as the Creator. Though the Creator can override all rules and laws, it is with His sanction as the Cosmic Being that these things have come into existence.  A responsiveness, a receptivity is needed on the side of the creation as well. What we experience as pain is an acute response to the contact with world forces. Its purpose is indeed to awaken and open and make the hard crust of matter more receptive. It is here that we must understand the role of faith and fear. Faith opens the doors wide to the workings of the healing forces that can use even a material medium to act. The Divine is least bothered (to use a human expression) whether we believe in this or that. It is enough that we have faith in the recovery, or faith in destiny, in the doctor,  the system,  the medication,  or just faith in ourselves.  It is enough to provide support to the higher forces that are always ready and willing to act if we simply allow them to. 

However isn’t it also true that mankind opens much more readily to the lower and darker forces through anger, revolts, agitation, lust for money and power, aggressive ambition, greed, above all distrust in higher things, fear and despair? It is not just a question of belief in God but the kind of forces to wh8ch we are open.  Leave aside those who are not yet ready for higher things and are genuinely in ignorance,  but even those who have some kind of opening towards greater things. They too so readily shrink back into a selfish fear focused around preserving their physical body so that they can continue devouring nature and exploit others for their selfish ends and brief pleasures! Not that the Divine abandons them. The Grace is equally for all but we shut our doors by putting ourselves in a small hole of fear and doubts. That is what makes life so needlessly complicated by the human mind that has a natural tendency (being on top of the food chain) that he is the highest and best and surrounds his ignorance with armour of arrogance. 

If only we could learn to be simple and humble and open like a flower to the Grace, then life would be so much wonderful. But the sceptic mind stands in the way and an aggressively selfish consciousness opens doors to fear and closes it to the Grace.

Alok Pandey

 

How to get forgiveness from a person I hurt?

Q: How to get forgiveness from a person whom I hurt out of some bad will, deliberately, but now really feel sorry and want forgiveness? If  forgiveness is granted by the Divine, then can it also be taken as forgiveness from the person?

ALOKDA:

Forgiveness from the person is really not necessary as long as one seeks it from the Divine. Forgiveness from the person serves the purpose of satisfying oneself and also cutting off the bad will that may have been generated in the person due to our thoughts and deeds.

But the real harm we do through our bad will is towards the Divine Work that is going on in everyone. We contradict the Divine Will when we think ill of someone because the Divine is labouring ceaselessly to bring peace, harmony, love and beauty in this world.

Besides by harbouring hate and jealousies we repel the Divine Presence in us and put an extra thick veil which sometimes needs a great blow to be removed.

What would help us and help the person as well as the Divine Work is not forgiveness (which is often just a word with little truth in it) but to do these four things:

1) Recognise our error in harbouring, nurturing and throwing ill will on others.

2) Never to justify it under any pretext. No one else but we are responsible for what we do and how we react .

3) See things as they are and not as the trickster mind and emotions make them seem. Look for the inner causes within us which is generally rooted in the ego, selfishness and pettiness of nature combined with a lack of generosity and kindness.

4) Offer this part of one’s nature and aspire persistently for it to change.

As a preventive for future one should practice the Buddhist and the Raj Yogic way of substituting wrong responses with the right ones. For example replace consciously feelings of hate with love, jealousy with generosity, anger with kindness etc.

This becomes easier if we understand that everyone has their difficulties which are part of human nature in its present stage of imperfection. And yet everyone has the Divine Presence within them and some divine quality that should be our main point of contact while ignoring the others.

2024 08 26

Songs of the Soul 
 
Mother Divine, may all in us be concentrated upon this one single preoccupation, to know Thee, to love Thee, to serve Thee better and better each day. May all our thoughts flow ceaselessly towards Thee, be full of Thee. May we love Thee in all beings and all our feelings reflect Thy Sweetness and Joy. May our will be one-pointed in Thy Service and all our actions converge towards this one single goal, – to know Thee, serve Thee and love Thee better and better each moment in a wide and entire self-giving.

I have done many mistakes, may be I am not fit for yoga?

Q: I have done so many mistakes, will Maa forgive me? I have impure desires, may be I am not fit at all for yoga?

A: If the Divine were to judge then there would be no hope for anyone. Even the highest human goodness is almost always motivated by selfishness or for some personal gain, here or hereafter. Could there be any greater sin, if you want to use this word, than selfishness?

Besides all our deeds are done in ignorance of the Divine Will thereby causing much misery in the world. Can there be any greater error, if error we may call it, then doing things not aligned to the Divine Will? Besides whom will She judge? Is not the entire universe Herself moving towards the intended Divine Perfection?

So while it is good to note our insincerities and weaknesses and try to correct them by a steady application of our will, we must not mistake this need for developing sincerity into the sense of sin and forgiveness etc.

Here are a few words from the Mother Herself that give us hope as always:

“What value have our impulses and our desires, our anguish and our violence, our sufferings and our struggles, all these inner vicissitudes unduly dramatised by our unruly imagination—what value do they have before this great, this sublime and divine love bending over us from the innermost depths of our being, bearing with our weaknesses, rectifying our errors, healing our wounds, bathing our whole being with its regenerating streams?

For the inner Godhead never imposes herself, she neither demands nor threatens; she offers and gives herself, conceals and forgets herself in the heart of all beings and things; she never accuses, she neither judges nor curses nor condemns, but works unceasingly to perfect without constraint, to mend without reproach, to encourage without impatience, to enrich each one with all the wealth he can receive; she is the mother whose love bears fruit and nourishes, guards and protects, counsels and consoles; because she understands everything, she can endure everything, excuse and pardon everything, hope and prepare for everything; bearing everything within herself, she owns nothing that does not belong to all, and because she reigns over all, she is the servant of all; that is why all, great and small, who want to be kings with her and gods in her, become, like her, not despots but servitors among their brethren.” The Mother, CWM 2:42-43

Bhakti

Knowledge, love and will are the three mystic keys hidden in our nature which can, if applied steadily with faith and in the right way, open the doors of the Supreme Divine Mystery in us. Of these, bhakti is indeed the simplest and the most direct since the Divine Presence dwells in the heart of man and hence is most easily accessed by the power of love. In fact, bhakti is nothing else but the turning of love in the human heart towards its Divine Origin.

Bhakti, very simply is, to take joy in the Divine. It may start with a Name, a Form, a Manifestation of the Divine. The bhakta finds joy in It. But slowly this universalises until he finds the Divine in all names, all forms and the entire Manifestation. Each element of creation begins to yield the Divine element within it until the Divine Beloved is felt and seen everywhere and in everything. Each name and form become a mask, some beautiful, some terrible, yet nevertheless a mask of the Divine who inhibits It and shines through it. Universal love and compassion, maitri-karuna, become the hallmark of the bhakta. Even as the Divine whom he adores, the bhakta is a friend to all creatures and hence he is ever engaged in doing good to all.

The core of bhakti is love, its master movement is love and surrender. Love may start with longing bearing the stamp of the ego at first with all the movements to which the human vital is prone including pride and possession, joy of union and the pain of separation or even dark emotions such as fear and jealousy and anger thrown upon the Divine. But sooner or later these get purified by the Divine touch and a sacred longing that waits upon the Lord, an adoration, the wish to serve the Divine begins to replace the lower emotions. Love changes into sweet intimacy, a constant nearness and eventually a growing union and identity with the Divine.

Surrender may start with the will to offer something of oneself, – money, work, life to the Divine. It may start with offering that which one has in excess, with the desire self-eyeing upon the fruits of this offering or else the ego diluting and polluting the offering by making claims and demands from the Divine, or tainted with pride and ambition of being an instrument or someone special to the Lord. The Divine touch purifies these too until the giving and offering is for the joy of giving with no other demand except the nearness of the Divine and the joy of His service. Eventually all life becomes a ceaseless worship and all one is and has and does is given to the Divine, for His joy, for His work and service.

The actual method of bhakti is cannot be systematised just as love cannot be turned into a mechanical routine or a soulless ritual. Yet in the early stages of the soul’s contact with the Divine these outer forms of rituals and worship, bahya pooja, may have its place. But as the soul grows and our consciousness deepens and we become aware of our subjective self through the inner being, then the flame of bhakti grows quietly in our inner self, often unseen and unrecognized to the outer eye of man until one day the flame bursts through the mask, burns the covering and trappings of the ego and all all discloses the unseen Beloved. It finds joy in taking and hearing the Name of the Lord, reading and meditating upon Him, speaking and listening about Him, thinking of Him, serving Him, living for Him and according to His Will.

Bhakti is all about love for the Divine, the joy of the love, the self-forgetfulness and the new self-finding of oneself in the Divine, the union that comes through the force of love and as a consequence of this union, a progressive transformation of the bhakta into the being and nature of the Divine, samipya, sayujya, sadharmya gati. But unlike the path of knowledge, love is not a monotone of self-absorption in the Self, nor like the path of works, a simple and single-hued relationship with the Divine of the servant and worker with the Divine as Master. Instead, we see here a manifold relationship with the Divine that breaks every barrier of distance until all in us belongs to God and exists only for His joy and His service and His sake. Sri Aurobindo reveals to us:

‘Discipleship to God the Teacher, sonship to God the Father, tenderness of God the Mother, clasp of the hand of the divine Friend, laughter and sport with our Comrade and boy Playfellow, blissful servitude to God the Master, rapturous love of our divine Paramour, these are the seven beatitudes of life in the human body. Canst thou unite all these in a single supreme and rainbow-hued relation? Then hast thou no need of any heaven and thou exceedest the emancipation of the Adwaitin.’

Since love and surrender to the Divine Mother are the central keys to the transformation in the Supramental Yoga, therefore true bhakti and self-giving are its master movement. Love is indeed the key, the crowning movement, the swiftest way and the easiest means to the fulfilment of the integral yoga. The easiest means to develop it is to open to the Mother, call the Mother, pray to the Mother, love the Mother, think of the Mother, serve the Mother, read and dwell upon their books especially Savitri along with Prayers and Meditations. For indeed, as the Mother says, ‘Consciousness has built the worlds but Love is its saviour’.

Alok Pandey