Sri Aurobindo
Letters of Sri Aurobindo
Volume 3. 1936-37
Fragment ID: 18691
1936-37
I thought he was living in his inner being.
What do you mean by the inner being? Y was not living in his psychic but in his vital.
X did the same. It is one thing to live within with the Mother and with the Truth in the psychic being and another to live in the vital with delusions and false voices that mislead and obscure.
He [Y] had too much ego, ambition, sex and he brought these into his sadhana, accepted them as part of it- when he tried to free himself from the delusions, the vital brought them back because the ego could not free itself from its ambition.