Sri Aurobindo
Letters of Sri Aurobindo
Volume I - Part 2
To feel quietude, peace, the force working is to be conscious; the unconscious condition comes only by confusion and admitting 
wrong suggestions and restlessness; if you reject these things, the true consciousness will grow in you. Naturally, the consciousness you have now is nothing to what you will have hereafter when it has grown; but it has to begin in this way and increase by quietude. You cannot have the full complete consciousness now and it is no use repining and doubting because it is not complete or fully established as yet; that fretting only delays and hinders. Open yourself; remain quiet; let it grow.