explain to you Tirupati’s condition, the reasons why I have been obliged to send
him away from Pondicherry and the conditions which are necessary for his
recovery from his present abnormal state of mind.Sri Aurobindo
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Sri Aurobindo — Dasari Narayana Swamy Chetty
February 26, 1926
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About V. Tirupati [3]1
[26 February 1926]
I received this morning your letter about Tirupati I
shall try to
explain to you Tirupati’s condition, the reasons why I have been obliged to send
him away from Pondicherry and the conditions which are necessary for his
recovery from his present abnormal state of mind.
Some time ago Tirupati began to develop ideas and
methods of Yoga-sadhana which are quite inconsistent with the ideas and methods
that underlie my system of Yoga. Especially, he began practices that belong
entirely to the most extreme form of Bhakti sadhana, practices that are
extremely dangerous because they lead to an excited, exalted, abnormal condition
and violently call down forces which the body cannot bear. They may lead to a
break-down of the physical body, the mind and the nervous system. As soon as I
became aware of this turn, I warned him of the danger and prohibited the
continuance of these
practices. At first he attempted to follow my instructions,
but the attraction of his new experiences was so great that he resumed his
practices in secret and in the end openly returned to them in defiance of my
repeated prohibitions. The result was that he entered into and persisted in an
abnormal condition of mind which still continues and at times rises to an
alarming height dangerous to the sanity of his mind and the health of his body.
The following are the peculiarities of this
condition.
1. There is a state of mind in which he loses hold to a
great extent of physical realities and lives in a world of imaginations which do
not at all belong to the terrestrial
body and the physical human life
.
2 He conceives a great distaste for eating and sleeping and believes that the power in him is so great that he can live without sleep and without food.
3 He is listening all the time to things which he calls inspirations and intuitions, but which are simply the creations and delusions of his own excited and unduly exalted state of mind. This exalted state of mind gives him so much pleasure, so much a false sense of strength and Ananda and of being above the human condition that he is unwilling to give it up and feels unhappy and fallen when he is brought down to a more ordinary consciousness.
4
In this condition he has no longer enough discrimination left or enough
will-power to carry out my instructions or even his own resolutions, but obeys
blindly and like a machine these false inspirations and impulses. Everything
contrary to them he explains away or ignores – that is the reason why he ignores
my orders and puts no value on my telegrams or letters.
5 Also he feels in this condition an abnormal shrinking (not any spiritual detachment) from physical life, from his family, from his friends – for some time he withdrew even from the society of his fellow sadhakas,– and considers anything that comes from them or turns him from his exalted condition as the prompting of evil forces.
Please understand that all these things are the delusions of his own abnormal and exalted state of mind and are not, as he falsely imagines and will try to persuade you, signs of a high spiritual progress. On the contrary, if he persists in them, he will lose altogether such spiritual progress as he had made and may even destroy by want of food and want of sleep his body.
To allow him to remain here would be quite disastrous
for him. He would count it as a victory for his own aberrations and would
persist in them without any farther restraint with results that might be fatal
to him. And the intensity of the spiritual atmosphere here
would prevent him
from coming back to his normal self. Besides when in this condition he brings
about here a state of confusion and perturbation,– the one thing to be
absolutely avoided in this way of Yoga,– which if prolonged would make the
sadhana of my other disciples impossible and would spoil my own spiritual work
altogether.
His one chance is if he can settle down in Vizianagaram
for a considerable time and in the surroundings of his old physical life return
to a normal condition. Please therefore do not send him back or give him money
to return to Pondicherry. It will be of no use and may do him great and
irreparable harm. He promised, when he went from here first, to eat well and
sleep regularly, and he has now promised, on my refusing to see or receive him
on account of his disobedience of my orders
, to remain quietly at Vizianagaram,
to cease listening to his false 
inspirations and intuitions
and to obey my written orders. I had already written
to him to that effect and also to throw away his shrinking from life and from
his contact
with others, but he came away without waiting for my letter. If this
time he carries out my instructions, he may yet recover. He must eat well, he
must sleep regularly, he must give up his wrong sadhana and live for some time
as a normal human being, he must do some kind of physical action, he must resume
normal contact with life and others. If he returns to his erratic movements, the
remedy is not to let him leave Vizianagaram, but to remind him of my
instructions and his promises and insist on his carrying them out. Only you must
do it in my name and remind him always that if he does not obey me, I have
resolved not to see him again nor to receive him. This is the only thing at
present that can make him do what is requisite.
I consented to an arrangement by which he could live quietly by himself because that was what he asked for; but the best would have been that he should live either with his family in their house so that his needs could be looked after or with some one who would see to his needs, some one with a strong will who will quietly insist, always in my name, on his doing what he has promised. But I do not know if there is anyone there who could do this for him or whom he would consent to have with him.
You should not understand by what I have written, that he should live as a householder, resume his relations with his wife etc, or that he should not be left mostly to quiet and solitude, if that is what he likes. What I mean is that he must come gradually, if not at first, to deal with those around him as a human being with human beings, without his present nervous shrinkings and abnormal repulsions. The spiritual attitude I have told him to take is one of calm freedom from attachment (ásakti), not of an excited shrinking. It may be that after a time this will seem more possible to him than it does at present.
It will be best if you let me know fairly often what he is doing and whether he is carrying out my instructions, as it is likely that he will not write himself to me all the truth when he is in the wrong condition.
1 An enthusiastic sadhak, Tirupati practised an extreme form of bhakti yoga, as a result of which he lost his mental balance. Sri Aurobindo advised him to go back to his home in Vizianagaram, coastal Andhra, to recuperate. From there Tirupati wrote a number of letters to Sri Aurobindo and the Mother. Sri Aurobindo wrote these twelve replies at this time.
Draft of a letter written in reply to a letter from Dasari Narayana Swamy Chetty, Tirupati’s father-in-law, explaining Tirupati’s condition. This letter-draft was written by Sri Aurobindo in his own hand. – Ed.
2 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: the
3 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: peculiar types of his
4 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: to terrestrial
5 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: physical life
6 The last part of this sentence is absent in Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.
7 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: returned
8 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: order
9 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: intuition
10 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: conduct
11 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: as normal
12 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: not
13 Champaklal’s Treasures, 2008 ed.: him to do