Sri Aurobindo
Letters of Sri Aurobindo
Volume 4
The Mother was quite as usual and your inference is quite wrong – that she was displeased at your coming to pranam. She is under the impression that she blessed you as usual and, if by accident it was otherwise, it was quite unintentional. You must get a stronger faith in her love and affection and not yield to these ideas. When this cloud comes upon you, it always makes you see things wrongly. Why on earth should you suppose that you are not helping and cannot be of service? It is not in the least true. I hope you will dispel les nuages [the clouds] at once and come quite clear of them to the Darshan with the taste for life recovered and ready to go forward on the path towards the divine Love and Ananda.