Sri Aurobindo
Letters of Sri Aurobindo
Volume 1
Letter ID: 338
Sri Aurobindo — Roy, Dilip Kumar
February 18, 1933
At least the inner being, the psychic, is nowadays sufficiently awake not to acquiesce in the “reasonings” of the vital – your dream was the voice of the inner being, its reply showing you the truth within you and the real demand of the spirit. It was the dissatisfaction of the soul with the superficial vital life that brought you away from the outer world and it is the same dissatisfaction a hundred times increased and accompanied with an intense psychic sorrow that would come on you if you went away from the Yoga.
Your vital mind (which is the one which revolts and doubts) has strange misconceptions about the spiritual state. There is no grimness in being an instrument of the divine Will – it is the happiest and most joyous condition possible – it brings not only peace but an intense Ananda. Anyhow, the hold of the Yoga-force is increasing in spite of everything and you have only to go on for it to solve the struggle between the outer man and the inner spirit.
P.S. Murala’s son has an interesting face and must have capacities, but he is not likely to have yogic tendencies just now.